The POST...
After reading tons of blogs and going through experience of so many fello bloggers, I finally realized that it won’t be that having a blog of my own... so here i am, rolled up my sleeves with
blank
motivated
head to create the blog...
I keep thinking why no body is perfect... not even Ideals or Mentors... there are countless number of ppl with disconnectd aptitude... they thinking about something... planning about something else... and doing something totally different out of blue... though they get some results out of this unplanned schedule.... bt that is not praiseworthy as basically they were not inline with themselves... such self boasted cases can be found everywhere... sometime that what makes me feel that, i am just another man on this planet struggling to conquer oneself... well that normal... totally normal when it comes to group of people collectively known as 'Society'....
by now you must have got a hint of why i am writing this post.... bt for those who still not sure, this post is created out of chaos.... a extemporaneous article... yes, you heard it right.. bt having said that.. i want to convey one more thing is that, there is always a purpose of everything... every small and petty action we take or even a thought which comes in your mind is all having a purpose.... every word i utter.... every letter i type... every thought it groups into.... all this has a purpose... somewhere down the line i am sure that, i will come and revisit this page and smile in vanity or praise myself... this article is surely going to impact me in some way... i am having this strong feeling... or else why would i write this in first place...
i am wondering if i am so smart to figure out such a complicated theory, out of chaos obviously.... if every things is going to influence my future... then why not write something which really influence me in positive way.... something which i won't regret later... something like inspirational... however cliché it may be... something like motivational quotes or solid ethics based phrases... hmm... given that thought... i can definitely write such thing.. no one is going to stop me to do so.... so i will do it... bt not now... may be in another legendary post, may be a century later... bt i can’t write the same in this post... i simply can’t... simply because this post has already selected its theme... its purpose... and i am nobody to object it... as i said, every word i write is having a purpose.... just that it’s not known to me... so i give in myself to this post... bt this very thought right now makes me think again.... was there something in my past which has decided this action for me in my relative future... if thats the case, i can vaguely conclude that we all have done something in our past to deserve our current present.. and hence you cannot evade living it... simply cannot... consider as a law of nature... "YOU PAST DECIDE YOUR PRESENT".... woow.... i should append my name at the end of this phrase... --- Lalit N M.... ;)... sound legendary.... ahem ahem...
so where were we... law of nature.. yup... sooooo, if our past action decides our present... does that mean our PRESENT DECIDES OUR FUTURE.... every action you are doing now (which is dependent on action in your past), ultimately deciding your future as well... quite probably true... maybe we never thought of it... think about it... me doing this IT job right now.... why is that... why not something else... may be bcoz, i started taking interest in computers in my early school.. which was actually a result of appreciation by my Comps teacher, i was a nice kid... (btw i am still nice... no kidding)... hence that event made me take further interest into CPU and Input/Output devices...ultimately led me deciding to do diploma in computer engineering after my SSC... one thing led to another... Degree after Diploma... followed by the most obvious thing for a guy with good grades... getting into in IT - MNC... now that i look back... i wonder where would i have been now, had that comps teacher not appreciated me for being nice... i could have been a Doctor (cliché... thing parents wish their kids to be.. Engineer/Doctor) ... bt seriously... just think about it... i could have been anyone... lawyer, Painter, Athelete, phycho :p... could have joined Army becoming Commando or a Navy SEAL, or who knows a Pilot maybe, i always wanted to fly jets and travel around da world, who doesn't... i mean if such a small instance has influenced so much of my life that i landed up nowhere but IT job... god, i should have thought about this earlier... I could have been anyone right now...
But now that i am in IT, what next... is my future is all set and decided... is it going to be luxurious one or am i going to suffer misery!! ... i dont know, dont expect anyone else to tell me either... will i be a part of team coding and testing software till the end of my not so happening life... or will i be travelling around meeting clients and visiting places... both these scenarios are quite possible... and there are many more remote scenarios too i can’t think of... whatever it may.. Surely it’s a mystery... i can only be curious and wait until time comes and see it by myself... but that is not going to change anything... i will still be living the same life... with or without my consent... discovering things which is result of my own doing... my past actions... So, we can again vaguely conclude that our PAST decides our PRESENT and FUTURE... lods of assumptions, some life facts, leading to vague conclusions... sounds like some learning is happening here... bt than somehow we might feel a loss of control on our lives and others we can influence...
I believe after reading this article one will surely think "What da crap!! I am the decider of my future, and i control events of my life and not the other way round"... if that’s what you will say, i might want to smile a little bit... you see the forbidden fruit of tree of knowledge led Adam and Eva banished from heaven... had they never tasted that fruit, they could have still been in heaven... Just bcoz reading this article challenge you and tempts you to do something else, something unconventional, something you might not have done normally... in that case, surely the picture of yours in your future would be different... Different... bt the law still holds true... imagine reading this theory itself is an event which is deciding your future course of events... and you know better than me what led you to this article... which could be anything, surely an recent action in your past... whatever it is... you have now tasted the forbidden fruit... surely you will be in the dilemma.. Presenting a Choice... A choice to make decisions and select things to do and decide your future... so that means, our life is constantly evolving and unfolding new events based on our past and the choices we make in present... thus giving us back the control of our future and life...
See the GIF animation below, showing Mandelbrot Diagram....
This simple diagram conveys a lot of meaning.. its explains and solves the problem of our lives... if you see this image, at every instance of our life, there are thousands of possibilities... when we proceed further in time, each of those single possibilities lead further to another thousands options and this goes on-n-on...
so where are we now... we can summarize it this way...
"Every moment of our life is a mystery,
our doing is sometime known to us,
sometime we are left in misery,
but than we all have a chance to get things right,
we all have that option and power within,
to make the choice of what we want to be,
a choice to paint our future the way we wanted,
Our decisions and action today will be the driving force and the most important factor that shapes our future
we have a choice to choose our destiny and chase it every moment
bt its your choice and only you can make it
choose and be what you want to be
if you don't make the choice, nature laws are there to take care of you..
to carve a future out of your previous deeds"
I hail nature to reveal herself her own way and giving us all a choice to learn, value and make use of it...
